Weather, Weather, Weather

I am obsessed. I feel like I have been dating Bill Henley in the am and Hurricane Schwartz in the pm. These June Weddings have had me on edge as if I have been getting married weekend after weekend. It is as if I am studying weather patterns and watching winds and the like around the globe.

But is occurred to me me what I have turned into with this obsession. If we changed the channel from all news all the time to ESPN, NFL Network, etc it is on par with the obsession my husband has with the outcome of the weekend games. What sort of points will be generated for his team?

Then I stop. I think about the nut that sits on the couch or wakes up at the crack of dawn to get all the chores done to he can, sit on the couch to watch football in an attempt to control things that he has no control over. He drives himself out of his mind, and quite frankly, I think this is how he has lost his hair. You did not hear that from me.

In thinking about that I feel a sudden calm. The calm that I had over myself on my Wedding Day because of the beautiful advice given to me by one of my greatest friends, Leigh, "At the end of it all you will have Mike, what does it matter?" And I stopped. Stopped looking out the window at the potential movement of the weather, checking my list to see of things were done at the precise moment that I scheduled for items to be off the list and if the boxes my brother was going to deliver were going to be picked up by 2:45 and dropped off at 3:10--as was clearly stated in his Event Guide that I gave him.

First, as a photographer for a Wedding, I can't help it. I want everything to be spot on, awesome, rocking, perfect. I just have that winning edge, killer attitude, whatever. But honestly, it is all about the Bride and Groom and about their day. Whether it be torrential down pour (check), Blizzard (check), oppressive heat (check), gentle snow (check) or just plain sweet sunshine (check). I have done them all and I can do them again. Just me, the little fly on the wall, dressed for the occasion with my arsenal of lenses!

Now no matter what the weather may bring--I will bring it on! Batteries Charged, Everything cleaned, packed and I am prepared to kill this thing!